I want to share what happened to me this week. I am living in Jurmala now and the beach is like half an hour walk from my new home. I don't know anyone here and it really bothers me sometimes, I feel bad and lonely.
Wednesday I had a long-no-see friend visiting me and it was actually a bit awkward because we haven't seen each other like for years, communicating only by sms and letters.
So yeah, we tried to play football (with volleyball ball - yeah I know, weird) but all football gates were taken so we had gate marked in the sands. And the fact that there were just too of us was also quite uninteresting.
Not far from where we were playing too guys were sitting and playing cards but the thing is that we both were too shy to talk to them and ask if they want to play football with us. Lame.
So that is how our reunion day ended.
But today I went to the beach for a jog. Alone. And I really wanted to play football, that is one thing I miss from the high school. I walked down the beach because running just like is not very interesting. So, there were two guys hitting football ball.
And I gathered my courage and asked if they need a company and I got to play with them. It was like 5 minutes and some more people joined, so we made two teams and played for real.
It was fun! Really, that is what I call rest. I really enjoyed the game and my writers block is gone now. I just needed to get some rest, have some fun and that is all. Probably helped the tips for writers that I read today but mostly yeah - football!
And the fact that I stopped being sorry for myself but did something to have fun even though I have no friends in Jurmala. My mind really made me think that there is no exit from this loneliness but I am going to change it now!
Kay, kay! That was all for today!
I hope that someone read this and that I have a reason to continue this blog!
All you need to know about me is that I am only me and no one else.